Salah/Betul

Suara kan jika aku silap
Aku mohon ampun
Jika aku terlepas lihat

Ya Rabb
Lemparkan aku petunjuk
Bagi jadi kompas
Bila aku sesat
Kerana aku buta, arah melihat

Ya Rahman
Hukum aku bila aku salah
Agar tersentak dari sakit lupa
Biar jadi azimat
Aku genggam biar sampai ingat

Ya Muhaimin
Alhamdulillah
Kurniakan aku cinta
Sampai mampu aku bernafas

Aku mencari ilmu-Mu
Agar tambah lagi cinta ku
Biar aku jatuh,
Biar aku salah,
Jangan henti percayakan ku,
Cinta kan ku,
Betulkan silap ku.

Ya Allah
Tiup kan pada hati hamba-hamba Mu
Bila benar aku salah
Mereka sudi menegur ku :)

15/01/2013

Ganjil

Anak mata yang meliar keliling
Tertumpu pada pengasingan
Satu warna yang ganjil
Luar dari konteks pandangan.

Gemersik suara bernada manja
Hilang diganti
Mamahan kewarasan.

Sulit berselang ketenangan
Perjalanan mencari Tuhan
Kau campak sepah
Dulu penuh kemanisan.

Waktu kau lumpuh
Sendiri mengendong dunia
Berat, lelah cungap nafas.
Telah kami sapu
Jernih yang berderai dari indera mu
Telah kami hidu perit derita mu
Mencari bersama katarsis kekuatan.

Jangan kau pandang 
Pada luka
Yang bertompok merah di hati mu
Kami pun serupa
Punya kisah tragis berbeza,
Jangan kau sangka 
Kami mengerti
Sedang kau bergelak ketawa
Luka mengalir di sisi.

"Ah alangkah bagus kalau kau tidak ku kenali"
Jodoh pendek itu kurnia Allah
Aku bersyukur,
Tapi tidak ku redhai
Segala calar balar kelainan.
Aku tak biasa hidup berbeza !

Aku pun manusia
Punya hati, rasa emosi.
Aku tak telus cahaya.
Pandang aku seperti ada tiada
Dosa kah aku?
Aku kah yang mengheret mu?

Faham kan.
Aku manusia !!

Perasaan aneh mula menyegat mimpi
Pelik, perbezaan yang ganjil
Bukan untuk kau
Tapi keganjilan pada aku
Yang merasa aku hilang punca
Hilang tempat 
Hilang deria 
Hilang nafas menghirup udara manusia.

15/01/2013

The untold story of the three girls

A box is thrown from the window.
An ugly box has no value.
The recollection of the memory.

A smile was drawn
On the girls face
No obstacle 
They can't beat

Helping each other to stand
Giving strength
Hold their hand
Towards life..

Even if the skies fall
The promise will still be a promise
To be remember

Thank you is not enough.
Sharing their soul
They said : This is for the three of us to survive

Word will just be a mere word
Nothing can change
Change can't measure the value

A girl is changing
The girls are happy for her
Never ask her to stop believing
Encourage her to run forward
Her smile, her character
Make the three of them.

"I hate you once..
But the hatred becomes friendship"
This is what the little girl think.

The box that I open
Told me this story
Neither a sad or happy ending.

This is what I think
That forever can fit in this story.
The talisman.
"To change together
To support each other
To give hand,
When the tears stop, 
when the sadness hide, 
when the sorrow fly away"

The one girl 
Is not there anymore
I ask the box 
Where is she,
It can't answer me

Girl, go on your journey
They pray for you
If Allah willing
The girl will never let the other girl stand
On her own
Because the other girl is there when 
The girl has no strength to stand this world

It's for Allah I'll make myself strong
To go on, 
To find the real happiness
The real victory
The real friend
I gonna miss you a lot
I will always believe 
: Bertemu dan berpisah kerana Allah 
Sahabat syurga

The little girl

The little girl.

On a chair 
She sits
Alone with her doa'

Once she had everything
Enjoying her soul
With laughing, love
Everything seems to be fun

The night winds blow
The melody of the star
Shine continuously
She find the truth
She reveal herself in the middle of the night

The unbearable shadow of her past
The ticking time stop.

Allah love her more
He give the way 
Its depend on her strength 
To change for better
To be a real human
A muslimah :)

* Ya Allah I really miss him..I may forget his name on my doa. But I will still remember how he really mean to me